New Year, New Me

This year I'm in it for real. I'll be 31 (!!!!!) next month. I need to get a handle on my weight and find a happy place in my heart. I'm going for it full throttle. I want to lose 15 pounds, get career training and have money in savings. I want to either make my marriage better or get out. Alot has to change this year and it's starting with me. I've already managed to quit drinking every day, YAY ME! I'm not an alcoholic after all :) I need to get ahold of my anger, I let it affect too many other people. I need to learn breathing techniques to calm me. I will do chants as often as possible to calm me. I will be new, I will be refreshed and I WILL be HAPPY.